How many times you told me I was wrong
how many time you told me we were like oil and water,
we were like oil and water but I was so afraid to let you go
How many times I found you playing his whore,
how many times you promised me you were my own
so I tried to tear you down, I tried to burn you down, but here you are
oh I tried to tear you down, I tried to burn you down, but you just wouldn't die
Your mother called, I told her you were a slut
she said "you demon, leave my little girl alone"
but I dragged you down and wore you out, I wouldn't stop until I hear you cry
And your ghost keeps paying visit in the sunset
whispering to me "I'll suck you dry, my honey
you're a lying piece of trash, I will haunt you everything until you die
yes, you're a lying piece of trash and I will haunt you everything night until you die"
Just don't wait for me, I'm sleeping in the corner
please don't look at me, I'm worthless and a coward,
I'm a drunkard and a thief and I'm too tired to keep pretending otherwise
But if you must remind me of my misery,
you know babe, you can always find me in this ditch
now I know that I can't kill your memory,
come and get me but sing me your melody
Please don't look at me, I'm murder and disease
I'm a failure, I don't know what I believe
I'm not real, I am lies and fallacies,
I'm a demon.
credits
from Fantasía,
released April 5, 2018
Written, performed and produced by San Venganza
México 2018
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